#102 Bayang Kamu

Inspired by my random thoughts that I tweet-ed on Aug 5, 2015.

bila pagi,
aku bisa melihat bayang ayah semalam
di meja kerjanya,
berteleku dengan buku.

menjengah senja,
aku seperti terlihat bayang ibu
di teres rumah, membelek bunga
sedangkan ibu lagi ke pekan.

sesudah malam,
walau tahu dia keluar menonton bola,
aku seperti bisa membayang abang
di sudut dapur, membancuh milo-nya.

bayang kamu ...
sudah puas aku cari-geledah setiap isi rumah,
tak terjumpa kesan,
di mana kali terakhir kamu berada.

mungkin kerna sudah lama
maka, bayang-mu tidak terkesan di rumah kita.

have a safe journey

back to our home, Adik.

We're waiting for you :)

sarahsaa'din

#97 Hujung Nafas

Salam hari Ahad, Ibu !
kerana Ibu tidak perlu di-rai pada cuma hari tertentu.
juga kerana aku kedekut tidak mahu
berkongsi Ibu, dengan yang lain.

jadi, biar-lah gambarnya
cuma ditatap oleh aku
juga wali bertiga aku,
yang selain Ayah.

Hingga hujung nafas kami,
Ibu sentiasa di-rai,
hari-hari.

sarahsaadin

#64 Sayonara

Jauh-jauh terbang,
terbang ke negara orang,
untuk belajar susah senang,
sayang kami, tinggal-tinggalkan,
sayang kamu, kami doakan,
jangan lupa, kenang-kenangkan,
sungguh kami tiada di pandangan,
kami ada saat kamu susah senang.


Terbang baik-baik, sayang.
Moga semuanya senang.

sarahsaadin

DuaSatu

21 on 21 !

They are my friends, siblings, family, nyawa-nyawa. You name it.
They 're always with me through my ups and downs.

"Sakai mana pun diorg, itu je yg aku ada sekarang :)"

Sungguh tak sangka. Diam-diam Syakilala sakit gigi, diam-diam berisi,
penuh konspirasi ! :')

Hi, I'm their Kak Long.
On my big day, I felt so small with a big heart,
having them by my side,
who was so surprised with their plans.
I'm so touched until I cried.
No matter what's gonna happen in the future,
I will always and always be Kak Long.
Korang punya Kak Long. Sampai mati.
Korang tahu aku sayang setiap sorang,
seperti apa adanya. :')

#33 Baju Kurung

Mother : You have to learn how to sew your own baju kurung. Until when you expect me to sew for you ?
Daughter : Sampai bila-bila.
Mother : But you have to ! You're turning 21 in a bit. Back in my time, when I'm in primary school, I can already sewed my own baju kurung. Don't you regret when I'm gone one day.

The daughter walked away because she tried to hide her tears. Afraid that her mother will see.




That doesn't means she don't want to learn the skills from her mother, she just can't accept that one day, her mother will left her, or maybe she's the one who will leave, first. That one fine day, where she don't knows when. People gonna die anyway. It just that she can't accept the fact that they're gonna be separated by death. If and only if, she knows or confirm that they will be reunited in Jannah later, maybe she won't cry silently like this. She still hope that she will always be her mother's little daughter. Sampai bila-bila.

because Ibu knows my body, my curve very well.

sarahsaadin :')