Saturday, June 17, 2017

I wanna stop. I don't wanna wish for any possibility anymore. God distance you from me, in a good way.
I can feel that you're back with her, and I'll take that as a sign for me to really let go. I should have let it go 5 years ago; long ago.


Saturday, May 27, 2017

What Adulthood Taught Me #3

When you fall sick, you don't get extra attention. You have to drive to the clinic by yourself. Cook some porridge to feed your tummy. Remind yourself to take the medicine. Tak boleh nak manja mintak perhatian, because you're a grown up. Sometimes being an adult sucks, you know.

#adulthood | Take care of yourself, physically and mentally.

Thursday, May 18, 2017

What Adulthood Taught Me #2

Rather than there are more responsibilities carried on your shoulders, adulthood taught me to prioritize. Making decisions were never easy, even for smallest issues. To choose what is more important than other options; which it seems equally important to me.

#adulthood | Prioritizing your decision is a must.

Thursday, May 11, 2017

What Adulthood Taught Me #1

Adulthood is not really like what I thought it would be (when I was kid), not that it's all bad, but it's more like adulthood put me in difficult situations, most of the time. Being an adult means that there are more burdens that you need to carry on your shoulders. Sometimes, it just tired you out. 

#adulthood | More responsibilities.

Thursday, November 17, 2016

#109 Desperation

kembali dalam desakan,

seolah di-asak rasa bersalah,
seperti dikejar dosa semalam,
dihulur mohon maaf
atas hutang bertahun lama dahulu,
tanpa malu mengharapkan ampun-aku
dalam cuma satu malam.

Sunday, September 25, 2016

#108 Complexity

Ada ketika, separuh rasa --
aku berharap kau takkan faham
apa pun bait ayat yang aku susun
kerana di-sebalik setiap satunya,
tersembunyi perasaan aku.
Rasa yang separa lagi --
membuak emosi ingin meluah kata
yang terkait dengan picisan ini.
Sama seperti; -- aku bersembunyi,
berharap tidak di-ketemui, juga mahu di-jumpai.


Monday, April 25, 2016

#107 For A Better You

Wounds won't heal,
if you keep reminiscing.

Heartbroken won't recover,
if you are denying reality.

Moving on ain't that hard at all,
if you stop looking the rear-view mirror.

Starting afresh ain't bad idea after all,
if you dream a brighter future.


Wednesday, March 9, 2016

#106 Belum Penamat

Penat usaha,
masih di tempat sama.
Gigih bekerja,
masih juga di tokok sama.
Walau berkali jatuh, tak apa
rezeki masing-masing tak sama.

"because life is a never-ending marathon"

koma tak apa, noktah jangan.