One of many years that I wish to remember for many years to come -- 2014.
2014 has been too good for me. So many good things happened. So many good memories I have made. I learnt about how's life being so fair to me, I learnt that best friends can either be your family or foes, and I got to know the feeling of seeing beautiful rainbow after stormy rainy weather. 2014 helped me find my oneself, helped me forgot those struggling year of 2012 and self-recovery phase in 2013. This year proved I grew stronger than before, in a new self-perspective, and yeah, I like this new me.
Scrolling down my Facebook timeline for this year and I realized that I have achieved so many personal goals. Though I struggled at first, but then, in the end I smiled and being proud of myself. Not just to say that I'm proud of myself as I graduated this year along with my fellow friends, but the most important thing that I have achieved in this year was, I re-discovered myself.
Since two years ago, I was not really emotionally stable, but I hid it well. Yeah, I expressed them mostly through writing. Sometimes I did cried myself to sleep yet still managed to put a smile on my face the next day. I was a little bit lost back then, and it took me two freaking years to be at this point I am standing right now. I have being mean towards few people simply because I found it was too hard for me to explain to them, or maybe they might not gonna understand my problems at all.
I learnt a lot about life.
1. Life is like a mysterious maze.
2. Look for Him, you will found your way.
3. You are on the right track when you are not interested with the past.
I learnt a lot about myself.
1. Writing is a therapy for me.
2. It also an escapism for me and makes me a little less cruel.
3. To only think about your feelings is not selfish. It is self-respect.
Life-hack that I have learnt:
"Pura-pura kau kuat, sampai satu masa kau lupa kau lagi sedang pura-pura, dan yang cuma tinggal hanya kau yang kuat sahaja."
Aku masih dalam perjalanan
mencari aku, juga sedang mengenal Tuhan.
sarahsaa'din
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